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Cry again , again and again ='(

Saturday, 2 March 2013 • 08:46 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum . Hai =')
Today sof nk story smthing . Smthing yng buat sof ngis teruk , teruk and teruk gler ='(
Korg tau ? Tdi kt fb , Sof ade update sttus "Smlm tnggu dia on9 smpai kul 5 pgi , tpi dia x mncul gak"
Actually , sttus tu sof mksd kan ex boyfie sof . Sbb hari tu kan sof ade bgtau kt post sblom ni , yng adik
sof delete smua foto ex boyfie sof ? So , sof tnggu dia mlm tu smate - mate nk dptkan foto bru dri dia ='(
Tpi dia still x on9 gak smpai la kul 5 pgi tu , sof dh ngtok smpai trtdur dpn lappy . Mjur adik sof trtendang sof mse dia tdur . Klau tak , meletop la lappy ni . Dgn fb nye trbukak . Smua nye sbb sof tnggu dia ='(

Then , keesokkannye , sof tnggu stngah hari sbb lps tu sofie smbung tdur kjap . Tak ckup tdur =')
Then , mlm tu (mlm ni) , sof on9 fb , then tgk2 , dia x on9 lgi . Sof pn update sttus .
Then , kwn sof tnye ape mksd sttus sof tu . Sof pn jjur la gitu gini ='(
Kwn sof mrh kat sof sbb sof still ingt kt ex boyfie sof. Now , dia tknak tgur sof lngsung . Chat pn x bls .
And now , abg angkat sof pn xnk layan sof dh . Sumpah ckp . Sedih cuz xde spe phm situasi sof ='(

Then , lps sof puas ngis . Sof try call ex boyfie sof . Dia angkat . Then , dia ckp dia ade kt luar ='(
Dia pn ttup cmtu . Remuk gler hati sof sbb sof prlu kan dia time tu ='(
Sof hrap sgt dia phm keadaan sof . Phm ape yng sof rse saat tu ='(
Then , lps dia off call tu . Sof smbung ngis . Kali ni mkin teruk ='(
Sof tak prnh rse smpai cmtu skali . Sof rse mcm dri sof ni x wjud ='(

Anyway , msty korg plik npe sof x ngadu kt kwn baik sof (ain,nbila,aina)
Sbb diorg pn klau bleh xnk sof cter kt diorg psl ex boyfie sof . Diorg nk sof lpekn ex boyfie sof ='(
Ya Allah ! Sumpah Sof ckp , smpai mati sof tkkn lpekan dia kcuali sof lpe ingtan ='(
Sof syg sgt , sgt , sgt kt dia . Mne bleh sof lpekan dia cmtu .

Yup ! Sof ngku mmg sof dh jnji mcm2 dgn korg . Sof jnji akn lpekan ex boyfie sof .
Tpi sof tk mmpu nk tipu prasaan sof sndri . Sof x snggup nk tipu dri sndri .
Sof x snggup nk pkse diri buat smthing yg sof x mmpu nk buat . Cube klau korg yng ade kt tmpt sof skrg ni
Ape yng korg rse ? ? Cume Allah je tau cmne sof rse bile takde spe nk phm sof even kwn sof sndri ='(
Trutama nye aus . Sof jnji bnyk bnde kt dia . Tpi sof langgar jnji tu . Sbb ape ? Sbb sof tak bleh
nak ikut smua jnji tu . Smua jnji tu buat sof lbih trseksa ='( Please ! Sof merayu sgt2 ='(
Sof pn xtau nk luah kan cmne lgi . Sof pn x tau jln pintas mne yng ssuai ='(
Well , mmg sof ade trpkir "Mati Lebih Bagus" Right ?? "Tpi sof still bleh kawal emosi . Sof msih waras n bleh pkir dgn lbih matang .

Hidup sof dh xde mkne . Hidup sof sllu ditemani air mate stiap mse ='(
Sof cume prlukan sseorg yng bleh phm keadaan sof . Yng phm sof ='(
Sof tau . Ayat tu bnyi mcm sof ni tamak or selfish . Nooo ='(
Mksd sof , kwn yng phm sof tak kire senang atau susah ='(

Dh la korg . Sof penat dh ni . Mate pn nk bengkak dh ni =_="
Jap agy smbung balik ngis ni .
Okaiyy , Bubye . Assalamualaikum .
#SapeBaikHatiMntakTlgHulurkanTisuSekotak# ='(

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